Non Bullshit Artist Professional seeks Good Appraisal from Boss

I'm a worrier. It's annoying. I can't help it.

I'm the kind of person who wants to be told when they're not doing something right or could do something better. Especially as in the industry I'm now in: Wedding Planning and Co-ordination. It's so important to get the little details as well as the big ones absolutely, positively right, 100% of the time.

That's not to say I handle criticism easily. I really don't understand people who say they do. I admit, I do live up to my Leo star sign qualities. I am proud and don't like to admit that I'm wrong - when more often then not I usually am.

I am not a bullshit artist however. I can't just blag it. I'm not a good liar and I almost always get caught out. I believe I am, on the whole, a pretty truthful person. If I want to say something, want to ask anything I simply have to; otherwise it will eat me up and I'll obsess about it. Can't you tell?! I also have to know the theory behind something so I understand why it is I'm supposed to do it. Otherwise I just won't see the logic. I think just because something is obviously logical to one person, doesn't necessarily mean it's logical to another.

A work appraisal is on the horizon. Almost literally: it's supposed to be tomorrow. Should I assume everything is A OK? Or should I not sleep with concern and angst over what they're going to say to me. From reading this post, I think you know the answer.

Wish me luck...